Realizing it's true.

I was just on the Grandma's blog and I was reading about and essay Michael had wrote about when he found out that Grandma passed away. It made me think about her a lot and it made me think about this. It has seemed like this whole time grandma has just been on a long trip. But now I am starting to realize that she really is gone. All of us had a lot of fun with her. I remember that I had been at my dad's house for the weekend and my dad had told me that I couldn't stay longer at his house. I asked him why and he said because my mom had something really important to tell me. Once I got home Quinn opened up the door saying that we wouldn't believe who was here. Now my mom had told me that my Aunt Emily was going to come to surprise me Teagen and Michael. So I said to Quinn "I know who it is". But then I walked into the family room and saw my aunt Jen and Kim crying. They told me that my grandma had passed away. I couldn't believe it. The next day when I had to go to school I didn't go because I was just so sad. I spent most of the day crying in my room. For about a week and a half I would cry just at the thought of her. I will always miss Grandma Toombs. It is going to be really different without her at the family reunion. I will always have my memories of grandma in my heart. I love her so much.